Sunday, December 30, 2007

NEW YEAR!!!

New year. .........

What's the point of a resolution? What is a resolution anyway? It's supposedly something you decide to do, as a resolution, and you'd do it for the rest of the year.

Goodness, once my resolution was to play a game I had got for Christmas. I lost almost all the pieces a week after New Year.

???

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Saturday, December 29, 2007

By Having So Called Friends My English Becomes Worse

Ever since I started to go to a Youth Group that was around my age I realised a lot about myself and a little bit about what the world may be like. Things like saying please wasn't there, it'd be more like; 'A, pass that'. I sometimes wonder if they're being rude or just so comfortable with each other.

I once asked a 'friend' if she could say please when she didn't. She and I didn't really talk a lot after that because she said that I was touchy. No disrespect to her.

If she is right, I'm touchy. But then again, a please would be nicer espacially if we just met. Same with that friend. We just met, and she's been quite rude, and I finally said as nicely as possible, a please would be nice. She ignored me till the end of the day and she said she thought I was touchy.

Is it unreasonalble to think that's rude, and that I'm not touchy? And for some of the people I know now, sometimes they too are a little rude, but then again, they're supposedly my friends, but when I try to talk to them, they wouldn't want to answer and sometimes try to answer me in order for them to go and talk to their 'real' friends. But then when they have no one else to talk to, they suddenly want to tell me all about themselves.

Well that's nice.

And while talking to them, I find I curse a lot more, I use singlish, along with slang words like Sia, woa f**k man, and what the shit is that? Before, I used only words like bloody hell and oh shit!!.

I find, that even though they aren't even friends, I'm willing to talk and humor them if only for someone to talk to. Pa-Ta-Tic right?

Once in a while, I see a few people who always stay outside the group. Call me stupid, I always somehow want to do something for them just to let them know that they're being noticed (You can throw up now if you haven't already).

Roll eyes.

Dumb isn't it? When I can't fit in, I want others to. I think this is what parents, or at least my parents, always feel, when they tell me to do this, do that, go and study for 'O' levels. Althought they say, they'll give me the guidelines, but they won't push me, so if I fail, it's my fault.

It's a good thing, I think, the way they do things.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

By Simple Plan

"Welcome To My Life"



Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud



That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more?

Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like



To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life



No one ever lied straight to your face

And no one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work it was always there

You don't know what it's like, what it's like



To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you



No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)



To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Monday, December 10, 2007

What's wrong with Westlife?

My mum and dad hate Westlife, whereas I like them. And I keep asking myself, what the hell is wrong with them? They do steal songs, they've done two cover albums and some of the songs they choose really wasn't very good, but their voices are quite good. In fact they're very good. They've written a few songs, not much but a few.

They started when they were about 16 or 17, until now, almost at their 30s, they've done many gigs, sometimes, they dance, but most times they just sit, and then at a point they stand and sing, they've actually tried Pussycat Dolls ' Don't Cha', which was very weird, the way the danced wasn't very good.

And, after a particular song, they'd do a strip tease, where the take their jakects off, a glove, and pull their jeans down to show their underpants to the crowd, and then leave the stage. I think that's very stupid, but you hear a lot of screaming.

But they songs they don't steal, or some of the cover versions, are actually quite good. Like Bop Bop Baby, Evergreen, I Don't Wanna Fight, Queen Of My Heart. And a cover version I like is Uptown Girl.

I do not understand why they have to hate Westlife. Why must they hate them?

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Isn't It The Same As Killing Yourself?

When a killer is sentenced to death by the Jury, even though the killer is a killer, isn't the Jury killing as well? I mean, I think so, Jesus told his John and the eleven that whatever they say, is so in heaven (big burden). They passed that authority to others, and those passed it on, and so it goes to the Pope.

I'm not sure if or not that authority was passed to the Jury of each court.

If so, I really hope that the Jury knows what kind of authority is on their hands, and that they hold it carefully.

If not, what the hell are they doing killing people and sentencing them to how many years in jail?

But if they have the authortiy, how can they kill someone? So what if the man has killed? So what? Or is it, 'We are giving Justice to the dead person's family.' And what about the killer's family, if he has family? What about, God? The oath you take before sitting at the stand, 'Do you swear to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth?' There's sometimes a bit more about helping God or something. But YOU PUT YOU HAND ON A BIBLE. That would mean that you are swearing on the Bible.

How can you kill when you are supposed to be 'playing' by the Bible?

However, I have not had a friend or family killed (let that never happen), therefore I do not know the rage of wanting revenge, so take this as a point of view you do not have to accept.

Saturday, December 1, 2007

DECEMBER!!!

IT'S DECEMBER!!! HAHA!!!

It's finally December. Can see my family under one roof again!! And (this is why this year is even more special) Christmas eve and day are only for family!! 23rd is for friends!! HAHA!!!

I feel like I can burst out of my chair right now. Haha!! (:

This is going to be a very good year. (: