Small Experiences

There was once when I couldn't pray, and I felt like I was talking to myself. And for a long time, I couldn't pray because all I was doing, was talking to myself. And that sucks.

One day, or should I say night, I had finally choosen my confirmation name, and then I was praying again.saying goodnight and all that to God, still thinking that I wasn't praying, but talking to myself. Then for no reason I could see, I started to pray the Our Father. Then, again, no reason I could see, I prayed the Hail Mary and Glory Be.

Halfway through Hail Mary, I had a sudden 'Image' in my mind that a man was beside me, kneeling down, and praying with me. It was there for a second and gone the next.

After I said the Glory Be, I said 'Goodnight'. This time I 'Heard' a Voice saying it right back to me. The only way I can describe the voice is Understanding and Love.




For the past week, I've been having trouble sleeping. I had a hard time falling asleep, and I couldn't sleep well, having dreams and all that. And I didn't know why I always cried (ok lah I cried) myself to sleep.

So, last last night, I went to my dad, who was awake, and I told him that I had trouble sleeping. So after talk, He said; 'I want you take take something of mummy's, it's somewhere over there, it's her Rosary'. When my dad say the word Rosary, my mum woke up. She was like, 'What what, the rosary is it? It's here.' So she took it out, gave it to me and then turned over and was fast asleep.

The next thing that happened, I was just about to leave the room, when my dad shouted me name. Not called, but shouted. My mum didn't even move.

That night I prayed, it was a ten Decade Rosary, so, as I didn't know how to say the full one, I just said the Our Father, Glory Be, then the Ten Hail Marys. I did it three times and while saying the Rosary, I felt all the weight of whatever was bothering me disappear, and I could sleep.

If anyone wants, they can post comments on something like this happening to them.